You're my Beautiful Disaster..

Monday, June 25, 2007

This is it. The real end to HeartMyEnemy. It's been real sweet, with all the memories that you ever gave to me, Nizam. Thank you for being there for me all these while, caring and loving me. You're a real nice guy, but I have to move on. I know I ever loved you so much.

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I ♥ Nizam
Written on 10:13 AM

Saturday, May 26, 2007

She's sleeping
right now on
her queen
size bed,

so beautiful
she is with
her louhan
head,

my day has
been filled up
with her
cheerful voice,

nice to know
that U have
now come
to rejoice.. *Sweet
Dreams*

Sent:

23:42

26-05-2007

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 11:42 PM

It's been a
long time
since U last
hold me,

truning rusty
and dusty
as u can
now see,

i may be black
but that's what
U prefer me
to look,

U may not
remember me
but i'm always there
that makes U once so
hook..
Guess who i am? =)

Sent:
13:36 PM
26-05-2007

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 1:36 PM

Sunday, May 20, 2007

E smile U
gave me today
makes my heart
beats fast,

it stays deep
inside with a
sweetness
that lasts,

you're so
beautiful outside
hope you remain
beautiful inside,

this poem
i made to wish
you a pleasant
good nite.. =)
*U're one of a kind Shark*

Sent:
01:03
20-05-2007

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 1:03 AM

Saturday, May 12, 2007

Maafkan saya
jikalau ada
yg tersilap
kata,

semoga anda
selamat selalu
di penjagaan
Allah,

sesungguhnya
saya hanyalah
manusia
biasa,

yg takkan
bebas dari
membuat
salah..

*Juz wanna let U know ure
alaway being
remembered*

Sent:
20:56
12-05-2007

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 8:56 PM

From a piece
of metal
i'm made
to give fire,

bt then i
realise,
i'm gifted
to inspire,

a boy who
smokes heavily
every single
day,

by e girl
who vowed
to never
ever leave
him at bay..

Who am i?

Sent:
10:29
28-04-2007

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 3:30 PM

My mom's a
poor liar, at a
corner of my eyes
i could see her cry,

is she missing
my father or
is she sad
for her children,

what more could
i do than to
wipe her
tears dry,

nw i feel like
i'm back
to my days
of an infant..
Hey there.. I'm done wif
Kubur, hope ure doing
fine over there..*TC* Gd
nOoN btw!

Sent:
11:19
06-05-2007

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 3:04 PM

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

Whenever ure
feeling down n
there is no one else
for U to turn to,

ure always
more than
welcome to share
it wif me,

cause even though
i may be e last
one U had in mind
in everything U do,

i will always be
last one to give
up on U in
whatever it may be..
*Hope ure fine whereva U
r*

Sent:
23:55
09-05-2007

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 11:55 PM

Sunday, May 06, 2007

Curve
at e front
flat at
e back,

u can find
me on
top of
a rack,

i'm invented
to give shade
also in a
fashion state,

what am i
i'm always
a ready
made? Jwb Cik Kilah,
jwb..=p

Sent:
06-05-2007
21:34

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 9:34 PM

In e
boat rite
nw watching
Triple X,

take this
chance to
sent U a
msg text,

wish me
luck on my
journey to
losing weight,

vision of
Singapore is
nw starting
to fade.. Hi there..Watcha
doing?

Sent:
06-05-2007
19:39

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 7:39 PM

Went to
Pasir Ris wif
an aching
heart,

testing my
patience wif my
love ones i have
to be apart,

stress nw
that my
stomach
have to shit,

hw i wish
i could wear
pampers like
a small kid!

*Could U spare me a
pull-up pants* =p Gd
evening!

Sent:
18:03
06-05-2007

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 6:03 PM

She has done
her part to
be e best
Grandma ever,

nw is e time
for U to
pray for
her forever,

Al-Firdausi will
definitely be
her place
of eternity,

juz look at hw
successful she
mould her
favourite grand-daughter..

Don't be
sad dear
Shakilah
Binte Ramli,

i'm very sure
grandma hopes
that U will
always stay happy,

people
may go
bt never will
their love,

juz look at
e sky sumwhere
she's watching
from above.. =)

*Ure missing her
badly..Dekatkan diri dgn
Allah k? I'm always here to
give U support when U
need me* =)

Sent:
09:02
06-05-2007

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 9:02 AM

I'm on my
way nw
to e
cemetry,

where present
prefer
to be
history,

it juz hurts
to know
mom's gonna
cry later,

crying of an
undying love
for my
beloved father..
*Gd Morning*

Sent:

07:29

06-05-2007

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 7:29 AM

So happy that
U called so
relieve to
hear ur voice,

to know ure
safe n sound i
won't make
any more noise,

sleep tite nw
dun tink
bout it
too much,

ure sweet
inside out
i'm always
very touch.. *Nitez*

Sent:
03:05
06-05-2007

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 3:05 AM

Mayb she
forgets mayb
she's too tired
to e max,

to contact
me tonite is
not a thing
to do next,

its ok don't
U worry about
what i am
to do,

coz so long
as ure happy
it makes me
happy too..

Forgiving my
mistake is
impossible
for anyone,

if theres
license to kill
i'll definitely
be gunned,

i've never
stopped praying
for U to
forgive me,

i hope from U
its sinceriy
nt at all
sympathy..
Plz don't be angry
anymore *Sweet Dreamz*

Sent:
02:05
06-05-2007

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 2:05 AM

Saturday, May 05, 2007

What a nice
time to
spent wif
ur family,

going out
together
it doesn't
happen daily,

hope U enjoy
urself sharing
laughters with
no limit,

do treasure
that moments
to every
minute! =)
*perhaps it could help U
keep ur mind off things*

Sent:
21:41
05-05-2007

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 9:41 PM

I'm
booking
in tomoro
evening,

this one
whole week
has been
very saddening,

to know
that she's
still fuming
mad at my actions,

i can't forget
i've been
thinking of myself
nt to mention..

There's
now more
anger than
laughter,

will she
stay
this way
forever,

if ever
she gives
me another
chance to get close,

i'll take care
of her
sincerely
nt juz a pose..

*Gd Evening*

Sent:
17:29
05-05-2007

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 5:29 PM