You're my Beautiful Disaster..

Thursday, March 30, 2006

U've neva
made me
mad,

or
even
made
me tense,

it's juz
dat i'm
feeling sad,

will we
b able
to remain
as frenz,

coz everyday
my heart
beats for her,

the gerl
whose name
keeps playing
in my mind,

hope u'll
b there
forever,

or else
b ready
to b
grinded!

Heheh! Another stupid
poem! T.C ya! Adios!

Sent:
23:07:19
30-03-2006

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 11:07 PM

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

Work time
is nw
over,

will
we get
to chat
tonite,

for diz
heart beats
juz 4 her,

call me up
or else
i'll definitely
bite!

T.C on ur way back k..

Nitez!

Sent:
23:06:13
29-03-2006

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 11:06 PM

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

To meet n
to b seperated
from u,

is already
written
in our
book of fate,

do wateva
u've alwaez
wanted to,

n neva let
anytink
act as a
barricade,

for we
onli live
once,

n God
haf nw
given u
tiz chance,

i noe as humans
we onli planned
n God decide,

Trust me!
My plan is to
b alwaez by
ur side.. *MuAcKz*

Sent:
21:34:50
28-03-2006

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 9:34 PM

Monday, March 27, 2006

Biarkan
hujan
basahi bumi,

hidupkan
segala yg
hampir
maT,

biar
berkembang
bunga di haT mu,

dgn harapan
kau akan
senyum
selalu..

Skali2 je emo! Hehe!

*Morning*

Sent:
09:56:09
27-03-2006

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 9:56 AM

Sunday, March 26, 2006

Walaupun
dikau
bekerja keras,

aku
ttap
beri
sokongan,

dari di
rumah kau
habiskan
beras,

ada baiknya
kau mkn
longan!

Yeah, stupid poem.. Gd
morning! Hehe! =)

Sent:
10:48:36
26-03-2006

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 10:48 AM

Friday, March 24, 2006

Minum
brandy
minum whiskey,

dh tiba
masa
nk bobok
lagi,

mahu
bertemu
gadis misteri,

Guess who?
Sape lagi
klu bkan
Shakilah Ducky! =p

*NiTeZ*

Sent:
23:46:42
24-03-2006

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 11:46 PM

Sekotak
Milo sebagai
sarapan,

Pe die
Cik Kak,
nk kuruskan
bdn??

walaupun
dikau jln
ke Bintan,

easy
said ah..

U TKDE HARAPAN!

Hehe! Gurau jelah!
Morning! =)

Sent:
10:10:41
24-03-2006

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 10:10 AM

Thursday, March 23, 2006

In a
morning
as beautiful as diz,

i wanna
take diz chance
to wish u
gd morning,

who noes
i may b lucky enuf
to get a kiss,

without me even
asking, u might b
e one coming
to me waddling!

Hehe! Gd morning my
asam pedas ikan asin
lemak cili padi! Wakaka!
\(^0^)/

Sent:
10:13:13
23-03-2006

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 10:13 AM

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

Ah boi
here,
ah boi there!

can't
they see
i'm juz
a kid (Hehe!)

all
these shit
i haf 2 bear,

THEY TINK
WAT?
FUNNY
iZZiT??

*Haiz*

Niwae, gd afternn!

Sent:
15:24:20
22-03-2006

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 3:24 PM

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

Doncha
eva tink
i'm weak

coz
i'll neva
even tink
bout bein sick,

n tired
of e CSO
dat has been made,

4
i will
alwaes believe
in fate,

Eva heard
'Wat goes around,
comes around?'

U noe wat?
Nizam
is back
in town!

God will alwaes
luv Muslims coz we
believe in him nt luck,

n dat
includes
u too,
Duck! =p

Sent:
15:00:14
21-03-2006

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 3:00 PM

Monday, March 20, 2006

Sambil
menghisap
rokok Sampoerna,

teringat
Shakilah
cantik
sempurna,

ingin
ku ucap
slmt petang,

klu tk suke,
meh sini
i 'kompang'!

Hehe!
Miz u so my fren!

Sent:
11:29:06
20-03-2006

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 11:29 AM

Saturday, March 18, 2006

Swit msgs
create such big
pretence,

making 1
feel
nice
in their heart

Lil' did
they
know,

it's a
short
term
gd feeling

leading to long term
sufferings! =)

Sent:
04:33:37
18-03-2006

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 4:33 AM

Thursday, March 16, 2006

Jam
menunjuk
pukul satu,

sebagai
tanda
masanya
tido,

bdn
dh penat
mata dh kuyu

ape
lagi
peluk lah
pillow!

Dun need to repli, juz
close ur eyes k.. Nitez!

=)

Sent:
01:02:45
16-03-2006

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 1:02 AM

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

Wanna noe
hw 2 start
ur morning?

Start
by
breathing
e air

Den count 1

2

3

4 n cont till u
reach 100

Reached 100?

U shud b dead by nw.. =p

T.C at work!

Sent:
08:55:16
15-03-2006

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 8:55 AM

Sunday, March 12, 2006

Sunyi
sepi di
bwh blok,

boringnye
nari
nobody
2 talk,

saje ku
kias pantun
merepek,

tanda
ingatan
Shakilah
kekek!

Padan tkde org! Nari de
Hanyut rupenye! Hehe!

Sent:
21:03:21
12-03-2006

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 9:03 PM

Ku ttap
akan
mencari mu,

walau
dikau
di kandang
babi,

kerna
hidup ku
kan sepi slalu,

tanpa
oink2!
semat
di hati!

Hish3..Asyik tdo je die
tau..Gd morning!Hehe!

Sent:
09:02:05
12-03-2006

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 9:02 AM

Saturday, March 11, 2006

EvErYdAy
i
facEd
hArDsHiPs,

pRoBLeMs
n
sAdNeSs..

No sWeeTnEss
iN mY LiFe
tiLL i mEt u

n i dUn wAnna
LoSe a sWeeT LiL aNgEL
bCoZ of mY sTuPiD aCt..

Sorie k? :(

Sent:
02:27:27
11-03-2006

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 2:27 AM

Thursday, March 09, 2006

Otak
dh buntu
nk tulis pantun,

sorielah
tadi
terlambat
bangun,

walau
Shakilah
masih bekerje,

jgnlah
lupekan
kte
sister..!

Hehe! Mlm i tunggu u
call tau! =)

Sent:
19:08:52
09-03-2006

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 7:08 PM

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

I'm asking my bro to
sent u diz msg..Very
sorie to tell u dat i've
been sentence to 2yrs n
6 strokes term jail
instead of probation..I'm
sorie 4 wateva wrong
i've done to u all diz
while..Nice bein' frenz
wif u, hope u t.c of
urself whereva u r
Shakilah..A'kum.. =)

Sent:
11:01:19
08-03-2006

It was that date that we both truly fear of. When I met him, I didn't feel a thing for him. Yea, I admit, I symphatise him because of his life that he had to lead. Then we grew closer as I felt that this guy is total not a joke, and he is truly for real. That one moment I recieved this message, I cried. I read it over and over again. Hoping that it wouldn't be true. But I thought I know that he wouldn't joke about it. I was like crying like I've neva cried before. Like how I cried when my grans passed away. I was lost, truly depressed and felt like a total failure. Failure coz I didn't even manage to start to help him, and I lost him.

Well, apparently, if U were to realised, I mentioned that I thought I know that he wouldn't joke about it, well he did. HE WAS LET OFF WITH PROBATION! WHAT U XPECT?! He called me up and all he said was "QUACK QUACK!" And it truly made me smile widely. I was depressed of the news, plus joy to know it's a joke and angry to think he joked about it. Only that he heard my tears and he felt sorry that he made me weep. He felt touched. That's one fine day I would neva forget in my entire life!

Then I realised, that he means something to me. Coz then, why would I cry so much for a person I know, barely for about a month? Weird eh? We total agreed, that that's when the chemistry total took place. This is our plain special date. =p

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 11:01 AM

Yeah..U too.. I believe
strongly there's sumthink
between us dat Allah have fated us to
meet..Allah maha adil n
menentukan.. *NiTeZ*

Sent:
03:29:55
08-03-2006

It's very weird that we truly felt the same at the same time. Like in a sense that we truly and strongly feel that we met because of a very important reason. And till now, I find that the reason remains a true mystery..

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 3:29 AM

Tinking of U
day n nite,

makes me wonder
will we b..

frenz 4 as long as we
live,
enemies darker than
darkness,

or lovers 4 the rest of
eternity?

Hmm..Nitez!

Sent:
00:16:11
08-03-2006

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 12:16 AM

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

OJT tu on-job-training,

jgn slh sangke
ia bkan sejenis
kumbang,

mestilah i
bangun siang,

Psl nk
teman kwn ku
mambang,

amacam skrg, masih
rase nk 'terbang'?

klu masih meh sini i
tebang! Kehkehkeh!

U, i disturb u tk? Hws ur
werk today? Padehal u
lum start werk!
Muahaha!

Sent:
07:33:44
07-03-2006

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 7:33 AM

Today will b ur OJT,

so get ur
butts up
n take a bath,

remember dat 1st
impression counts,

it's realli
nt dat
tough,

especailly
when it
comes 2
sitting down but..

For an old
lady like U,

juz hope
it will b true..

I tink it will b hell!
SoOo...
Ermm..Why dun U juz
stay hm n kol me
instead? =p

*MoRniNg*

Sent:
07:19:23
07-03-2006

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 7:19 AM

It's been
nice talking
to U tonite,

hearing U
laugh
as time
goes by,

wishing
u'll haf a
sleep so tite,

till the
contents
of ur saliva
went dry!

*NiTeZ* T.C!

Sent:
02:34:06
07-03-2006

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 2:34 AM

Monday, March 06, 2006

Tdo
nyeyak
di atas katil,

anak
gorilla
suka
menggentel,

bagunlah
cepat hari
dh siang,

drglah
nasihat
si abang2!

Dgr dik? Dgr ckp abg
tau! LOL! Gd afternn!

Sent:
12:52:05
06-03-2006

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 12:52 PM

Sunday, March 05, 2006

Nizam
slalu
ingatkan kamu,

bismillah
dulu
seblum terjerit,

manelah
tau penuh
dgn bulu,

skali makan,
Waduh!
Ter-selit2..!

Wakaka! Gd morning to
u too! =)

Sent:
11:30:08
05-03-2006

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 11:30 AM

Thursday, March 02, 2006

Sitting in tiz
room full of smell n
'choc cakes',

i've realise hw
lucky i am 2 noe
sum1 as smelly
as those 'cakes',

nw..

WTF am i trying 2 say
here??

Sent:
21:42:31
02-03-2006

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 9:42 PM

Mayb the clouds
will turn
dark today,

mayb tiz
is my
last words
to say,

wateva likes or hatred,
it's all fated,

tanx 2 U
i Will face the truth!

Gd morning! =)

Sent:
10:43:57
02-03-2006

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 10:43 AM