Wednesday, March 08, 2006

I'm asking my bro to
sent u diz msg..Very
sorie to tell u dat i've
been sentence to 2yrs n
6 strokes term jail
instead of probation..I'm
sorie 4 wateva wrong
i've done to u all diz
while..Nice bein' frenz
wif u, hope u t.c of
urself whereva u r
Shakilah..A'kum.. =)

Sent:
11:01:19
08-03-2006

It was that date that we both truly fear of. When I met him, I didn't feel a thing for him. Yea, I admit, I symphatise him because of his life that he had to lead. Then we grew closer as I felt that this guy is total not a joke, and he is truly for real. That one moment I recieved this message, I cried. I read it over and over again. Hoping that it wouldn't be true. But I thought I know that he wouldn't joke about it. I was like crying like I've neva cried before. Like how I cried when my grans passed away. I was lost, truly depressed and felt like a total failure. Failure coz I didn't even manage to start to help him, and I lost him.

Well, apparently, if U were to realised, I mentioned that I thought I know that he wouldn't joke about it, well he did. HE WAS LET OFF WITH PROBATION! WHAT U XPECT?! He called me up and all he said was "QUACK QUACK!" And it truly made me smile widely. I was depressed of the news, plus joy to know it's a joke and angry to think he joked about it. Only that he heard my tears and he felt sorry that he made me weep. He felt touched. That's one fine day I would neva forget in my entire life!

Then I realised, that he means something to me. Coz then, why would I cry so much for a person I know, barely for about a month? Weird eh? We total agreed, that that's when the chemistry total took place. This is our plain special date. =p

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 11:01 AM