You're my Beautiful Disaster..

Wednesday, May 31, 2006

Audition
will b in
2hrs time,

show e
judges
ure born
a rockstar,

b sure nt
2 go mute
like a mime,

den
u'll
definitely
go far..

Treat it all
like a normal
jamming session,

show
evry1 U
guyz had e
passion,

walk around,
dun stay at
a spot,

juz u
remember,
stay hot!

N i too will alwaez
support..

Gd luck!

Sent:
14:59:33
31-05-2006

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 2:59 PM

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

Perut ku
sakit mcm
nk yak,

tkleh
tahan
ku pekik
"Mak!!",

jagelah
diri wahai
Cik Kak,

jgn nk
menggatal
skali i
Haiyaakk..!

Muahaha! T.C ya! Gtg,
adios!

Sent:
09:43:58
30-05-2006

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 9:43 AM

Sunday, May 28, 2006

This is a secret msg
send only 4 u, try 2
solve what it means :
LISTEN- TL +MAD-
SEN+ICE-CEAD+
SUCCESS+YES-
CUE+OUT-TESCE. Sms
me d answer,only 3
words, think hard.

Sent:
21:02:51
28-05-2006

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 9:02 PM

Friday, May 26, 2006

I knew i've
been hurting
U so much,

even i
myself
dunno wat
i'm seeking,

bt diz heart
haf alwaez
been touched,

by U who
have always
been so
caring.. *MuAcKz*

Sent:
12:22:10
26-05-2006

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 12:22 PM

Hearing e crows
squacking in
diz cold morning,

reminds me of
e gerl who
has long been
quacking,

b gd
@ skul

duncha
eva drool,

coz it's
nt even cool,

turning urself
into a fool..

in a pool,

full of tools
n rules
n bulls
n going like Woohool!

Argh! WTF! Niwae gd
morning!
Hehe!

Sent:
09:45:23
26-05-2006

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 9:45 AM

Thursday, May 25, 2006

Its my first
day blogging
today,

quite confusing
bt getting
a hang
of it,

nw i'm missing
U much more than
words could say,

c'mon
baby,
give me
the heat! =p

Sent:
23:10:47
25-05-2006

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 11:10 PM

Dh bangun
lbt ku
naik Taxi,

tk cukup
duit habis
ku kene
maki,

Gd Morning
to U jgn
notti2,

t.c @ skul
k wahai
gadis
sexy!

Signing off,
Nizam adorable skali! =)

Sent:
09:46:07
25-05-2006

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 9:46 AM

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

Blakang ku
sakit mcm
nk patah,

ape
kate
jom
kte Haha!,

cepat2 lah
time
jln,

mate
gue dh
tkleh
nk tahan!

Argghh! Sumone plz buy
me coffee plz! =p

Sent:
14:51:56
24-05-2006

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 2:51 PM

Akhir
sudah
pembadokkan ku,

tiba
masanya
utk ku
kire bulu,

ntah2
Shakilah
dh start dulu,

smoga sukses
pe motif
pantun
ni pun
i tk tau..

Haha! Slmt ptg Cikgu!

Sent:
11:54:39
24-05-2006

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 11:54 AM

It reali makes
my heart
go weak,

wheneva
dez tears
rolling down
ur cheek,

coz it's
nt tears
dat i seek,

bt it's
smiles dat i
wish from
diz chick..

We start
as total
strangers,

n bcame
fren dats
close
as eva,

pple dun
now hw happy
i am when i
got to noe her,

e daughter
of a
very famous
burger! Hehe! =p

Sent:
09:36:40
24-05-2006

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 9:36 AM

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

I've nt gotten
over my
once lover,

till i met e
girl who i
reali much
wan her,

to stay
by my
side foreva,

for u will
alwayz b
my lover
nt a healer..

E truth is,

i reali heart
Shakilah Binte Ramli,

n i reali
hope she will
share n lead her
life wif me..

Sorie 4 hurting U so
much..I dun wanna lose
U,plz..

Sent:
12:20:10
23-05-2006

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 12:20 PM

Dez nt much
i could say
nw,

i noe
i've
done it
all again,

wat shud i do
plz tell
me hw,

i dun
wan to
cause U
further pain..

Ure
asking
me ques,

hear me
ques
my
heart,

why am i comparing her
2 Ifah?

Why am i jealous over
such minor things?

Why do i feel she's nt
sincere in befrending
me?

I dun noe..

Sent:
09:57:59
23-05-2006

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 9:57 AM

Monday, May 22, 2006

Lalunya
hari
demi hari,

tk ku
sangka
kau ttap
di sisi,

dgn wajah
ayu penuh
berseri,

ditambah
pula hati
yg bersih
juga suci..

Jiwang sak! Haha!
Gd afterNn! =p

Sent:
12:02:54
22-05-2006

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 12:02 PM

Ddk seorang
di dlm
workshop,

sambil
nyayi
ku pakai
mop,

di mana
dikau wahai
Putri Pendek,

cepatlah
bangun
seblum ku
betul2 cekik!

HaLoOo! Rest k my
fren.. =)

Sent:
09:47:21
22-05-2006

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 9:47 AM

Feeling e
coldness of
e morning air,

reminds me
of a gerl
who r alwayz
der,

keeps on
4getting 2
shave her armpit hair,

she's still e
onli 1 who
reali i care..

Sent:
09:03:18
22-05-2006

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 9:03 AM

Kembali
daku
di atas
katil,

dgn
mata
terkebil-kebil,

teringat
pulak
wanita
kerdil,

bagai kan Hitler,
bermisai kontot
memekik 'Hail'..!

Mehmehmeh! *NiTeZ*

Sent:
00:10:58
22-05-2006

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 12:10 AM

Sunday, May 21, 2006

Missing U
like hell
in here,

can't hold
much i
tink dez
tears,

hope ure
reali doing
fine my dear,

e wait is
short bt
it seems
like yrs!

Miz U dearie..

Sent:
19:43:28
21-05-2006

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 7:43 PM

Saturday, May 20, 2006

I tot 2day
i'll b calling
my ex,

strange
bt true i
dun feel
like it,

mayb coz
i tink u'll
b my next,

n hoping when
is e next
time we
will meet..

Wtf! Hw r u??

Sent:
23:26:27
20-05-2006

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 11:26 PM

Allah will alwaez
b there for sumone
who is alwaez true,

n dat sumone
i believe
is definitely
gonna b U,

helping ur
evry obstacles
ure goin thru,

start wif
'Bismillah'
in evrytink
U do!

Remember dat aite! T.C
at Malacca! *MuAcKz*

Sent:
07:26:14
20-05-2006

My short 2 day trip to Malacca over the weekends. It was fun yet missing that somebody. Did retail therapy with my two friends and we went shopping spree. Came home with flu due to the blazing hot weather plus the pure honey I took during the visit to the Bee Display.. Managed to grab some sushi and got my darling a sourvenior that I'm glad he loves it loads..

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 7:26 AM

Thursday, May 18, 2006

It's time
4 me
to go
hm nw,

gd bye factory,
it's time
to ciaow,

i'm so
sleepy
oh holy
cow,

U haf to gif
me a hug,

i dun care hw!

Tata titi tutu! T.C n
adios!

Sent:
17:11:09
18-05-2006

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 5:11 PM

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

Maafkan lah
diriku
ini,

andai
kau
pernah
ku lukai,

sesungguhnya
ku hanya
insan biasa,

tk pernah
lari dari
silap
dan slh,

terasa
sayu pula
di hati,

pabila
terasa kau
menjauhkan
diri,

masihkah dikau
teringat kata2
ku Shakilah,

tkkan ku
jatuh
cinta
kali kedua..?

Kau yg mengubahkan
nya..

T.C! *Nitez*

Sent:
22:21:32
17-05-2006

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 10:21 PM

Monday, May 15, 2006

Ur beauty is enuf
2 make my
mind go wild,

bt ur heart
tells me
its all
bout trust,

i noe sumtimes
i myself behave
like a child,

Alaa..
Its all
going 2
pass!=)

Sent:
06:34:52
15-05-2006

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 6:34 AM

Sunday, May 14, 2006

Those time i
used to
spent wif u,

makes me
want to
keep U
here,

deep in my
heart i hope
urs r true,

coz i've
reali fall
for U
my dear.. *MuAcKz*

Sent:
22:26:31
14-05-2006

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 10:26 PM

I'm back at hm
wif my body
on bed,

listening
2 e silence
i feel like
i'm dead,

ur call would
b perfect
if i were 2 say,

2 sweeten
my nite
2day, evryday?

Hehe!

Sent:
22:20:49
14-05-2006

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 10:20 PM

Sempena hari yg
bahagia ini, Abg ingin
mengucapkan Selamat
Hari Ibu kepada Ayang
yg sgt Abg cintakan..
Smoga Ayang dpt
teruskan usaha murni
Ayang utk
membesarkan anak2
kte hingga menjadi anak
yg soleh n soleha..Insya
Allah!

Wakaka! *Gd
AfternOon*

Sent:
11:57:37
14-05-2006

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 11:57 AM

Saturday, May 13, 2006

Alrite..I'm sorry too 4
my harsh words..I dun
wanna lose U too..Frenz
4eva kay? =) Wat time r
U meeting ur frenz up?

Sent:
11:14:16
13-05-2006

I remembered we almost ended our complicated friendship on this date. We had a major huge fight till he suggested to stop calling each otha and pretend that nothing had happened. With anger, I agreed. But I know I was crying that very night, cried myself to sleep. Then when I woke up, I felt even worse, and cancelled my jamming session. Then I know, I can't keep on pretending, I told him I was really sorry for whatever I did and I said I really don't wanna lose him.

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 11:14 PM

Let diz kiss
bring U
to sleep,

wif all
those love
dats juz
so deep,

half of my
heart's 4 U
to keep,

close ur eyes,
u peek
n i'll
whip!

Sleep tau! =) *MuAcKz*

Sent:
22:29:22
13-05-2006

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 10:29 PM

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

Another msg
2 say
Gd Morning,

juz a
simple
one 4 my
lil' Darling,

duncha alwaez
sing while
ure studying,

or else b ready,
coz i'll gif
U a
goOod 'bowling'! =p

Sent:
06:26:56
10-05-2006

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 6:26 AM

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

Kepada Dinda yg ku
kasihi,
idup sbagai Mat-Factory
agak rumit tetapi atas
berkat doa dari dinda,
terase ringan sikit
beban kanda..U t.C dun
notti2 k..Haha!

Sent:
11:49:41
09-05-2006

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 11:49 AM

Sunday, May 07, 2006

U noe derz
diz gerl
who came
to my life,

saving me
even b4
i could dive,

even till nw
her reasons
remains
a mystery,

i hope
i will neva
b her enemy.. *Nitez*

Sent:
19:38:54
07-05-2006

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 7:38 PM

Saturday, May 06, 2006

Sorie 4
wat i've
done today,

its nw
too late
4 me
to say,

coz knowing
U better thru
e wrong way,

makes me
feel i'm
leaving U
at bay..

I've known U
more than juz
being frenz,

from a
stranger
U stretch
out ur hands,

helping me
up when i
fall down,

plz i dun
wanna lose this
precious dat
i've found.. =)

Sent:
22:19:41
06-05-2006

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 10:19 PM

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

Here i am
on my way
back hm,

feeling all
regret
of e idea
of skul,

hw i wished
my life
ended like foam,

dat floats
away
under my
own rule..

Haf fun jamming! =)

Sent:
14:37:55
02-05-2006

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 2:37 PM

Monday, May 01, 2006

It's nice
kissing my
darling Angel,

seeing U smile
after e cries
makes U even
more adorable,

remember dat
U'll alwaez stay
in my heart gerl,

for i'll promise
U e wonders
of love in
diz world..

Get back to U later
tonite aite? T.C.. =p

Sent:
22:13:39
01-05-2006

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 10:13 PM

I did not
do diz
on purpose,

'sorie my dear'
let diz b
a permanent
verse,

plz hate
me rather
than ignore,

nw i regret
sleeping coz
i'm losing
U more

*Gd nite*

Sent:
04:48:21
01-05-2006

I ♥ Nizam
Written on 4:48 AM